Today is truly the day that I almost gave up.
I’m tired. This can’t go on like this..
I hope today never happens again.
I started doing a little memory book for dee & I love how i smile to myself and have butterflies running around my stomach when i’m doing. It’s like a trip down memory lane that contains some picture, note, quotes etc..
I hope he likes it when i eventually give it to him.
I was on A’s blog and i read the post on the Hand & Bird Analogy. I’ve been putting some thought on my r/s. I’ve been thinking about the dynamics of our r/s. Our r/s is special, it’s not your ordinary love story.
In this r/s i’m the bird while he’s the hand. Yet being a bird, i tired to get him out of his comfort zone. A hand is not a bird, & a bird cannot be a hand. WE can both be a hand & a bird, but at the end of the day, things will not work because you’ll be wondering when am i supposed to be what.
Things don’t break for no reason, things break when they clash.
I being the bird in our r/s need to stop trying to turn my boyf into another bird.